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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Wye.. stupid sotong, don't think that you know how to resolve that "script codes" in the template then you're smart okays?! =P Alright, if not for my instructions, will you have been so "smart"? hahs. But since you've made this blog back to how it looks like in the first place, I shall come back to blog again. =X
These few days...haiis. What should I say ? I've told you about Rebecca and Niap already right? Even though I appear to be so fine so good; not at all affected, in my heart, I really feel alil mixed up. This is their problem and I don't understand why Niap has to drag me in. From the moment Rebecca said he seemed to push all the blames to me at causeway point, I already know that things will somehow ended up this way. He's a big gentleman, yet he appears to be so hypocritical infront of me and inside of their shared blog. My names appeared more than 5 times I supposed. Never had I say that my advice will be wise ever since I've been giving Rebecca advice since long long time ago. Which advice is he referring to in his blog? Seriously, I do not know. I just can't forget that he once mentioned in there that "Jose has taken away Reb's love for me"... If I've taken away;I mean if I'm that capable, Rebecca wouldn't have cared about you already~ Stupid` Holy Spirit speaking through you? to tell me that I shouldn't prefer the "past Reb"? But the fact is I haven't even make any preference. So, now, what am I supposed to believe then? HS or what I see of the situation now? Well, whatever.. seriously I don't know what to do now? I don't know whether things are changing better...& Reb is getting back on path with Niap...I supposed? Whatever things which she hasn't say all these while were half cleared that day? I guess he should have realised his own mistakes and how has he been treating Reb? WHO'S the one treating his love one like rag doll right now? He should know. Well, "rag doll" ain't use by me in the very first place. He used it to say that Reb has been treating him like rag doll. Oh gosh, I feel that Reb is pampering you so so much. Hatred hatred and only hatred is what I see in the blog, so is this gonna be a living model for Reb? Oh no, I don't wanna pick on him, but I just can't help recalling the content of those "impulsive & hypocritical" entries. =X Well, maybe I shan't judge. God says we shan't be judgemental. I shall be a good girl. =X But, I'm affected deep in my heart.. who's gonna heal this? This sux. I'm not really involved but now I've no choice but to see myself involving. I hope God speaks to him. I really hope. How I wish I can receive apology??! That kind of sms also dare to send me? What a disgrace? OpPs. I shall stop this. Really..I have to. =X But now, I don't feel like seeing him ler.. How?! Aiya.. I'm being prideful myself.. Well, maybe I am not.. I just feel that after all these, I really want my 5 years best best friend to have her happiness from a 8 months relationship. I pray to God that He may miraculously resolve all the conflicts for US. May God Bless Us All~ I sincerely hope for peace unto us. =_=
God is speaking through me today. I'm glad that I still have God's presence with me. Hardly and barely will I have a chance to converse in this manner with a non-christian? Even though she's a believer, she ain't a christian yet. I know that God made me her best jiemei for a purpose; for a fruitful purpose. God surely wants her to enjoy eternal life..she just has to claim it one day. I know that day will come. God, I really hope that You'll assist me in settling down as soon as possible so that I can bring her closer to You. I know that You're watching us and I really thank You for enlightening us through that conversation today. We feel Your presence; indeed so marvellous feeling. Continue to guide us, lead us and help us. We long for Your touch!!
Hmm.. I think sotong and I have been missing each other too much. We're already planning for a meet-up. I just hope that whatever happens, we ain't doing it the wrong way. I just hope that God wants it to happen for a purpose. I wish that the meet-up will be a joyous one..for him and me. Even though we're not in a position to act like a couple, I hope that it won't be too blameful of us if we break that restrictions for that short while. I already foresee what will happen? Although I do not know whether it will happen, I don't deny I'm longing for it. We all are longing for it. Without that restrictions, perhaps we won't long for it as much. Restrictions seem to make it stronger. I pray to God to forgive us if we give in to temptations. =X
Impish Princess sign off`
These few days...haiis. What should I say ? I've told you about Rebecca and Niap already right? Even though I appear to be so fine so good; not at all affected, in my heart, I really feel alil mixed up. This is their problem and I don't understand why Niap has to drag me in. From the moment Rebecca said he seemed to push all the blames to me at causeway point, I already know that things will somehow ended up this way. He's a big gentleman, yet he appears to be so hypocritical infront of me and inside of their shared blog. My names appeared more than 5 times I supposed. Never had I say that my advice will be wise ever since I've been giving Rebecca advice since long long time ago. Which advice is he referring to in his blog? Seriously, I do not know. I just can't forget that he once mentioned in there that "Jose has taken away Reb's love for me"... If I've taken away;I mean if I'm that capable, Rebecca wouldn't have cared about you already~ Stupid` Holy Spirit speaking through you? to tell me that I shouldn't prefer the "past Reb"? But the fact is I haven't even make any preference. So, now, what am I supposed to believe then? HS or what I see of the situation now? Well, whatever.. seriously I don't know what to do now? I don't know whether things are changing better...& Reb is getting back on path with Niap...I supposed? Whatever things which she hasn't say all these while were half cleared that day? I guess he should have realised his own mistakes and how has he been treating Reb? WHO'S the one treating his love one like rag doll right now? He should know. Well, "rag doll" ain't use by me in the very first place. He used it to say that Reb has been treating him like rag doll. Oh gosh, I feel that Reb is pampering you so so much. Hatred hatred and only hatred is what I see in the blog, so is this gonna be a living model for Reb? Oh no, I don't wanna pick on him, but I just can't help recalling the content of those "impulsive & hypocritical" entries. =X Well, maybe I shan't judge. God says we shan't be judgemental. I shall be a good girl. =X But, I'm affected deep in my heart.. who's gonna heal this? This sux. I'm not really involved but now I've no choice but to see myself involving. I hope God speaks to him. I really hope. How I wish I can receive apology??! That kind of sms also dare to send me? What a disgrace? OpPs. I shall stop this. Really..I have to. =X But now, I don't feel like seeing him ler.. How?! Aiya.. I'm being prideful myself.. Well, maybe I am not.. I just feel that after all these, I really want my 5 years best best friend to have her happiness from a 8 months relationship. I pray to God that He may miraculously resolve all the conflicts for US. May God Bless Us All~ I sincerely hope for peace unto us. =_=
God is speaking through me today. I'm glad that I still have God's presence with me. Hardly and barely will I have a chance to converse in this manner with a non-christian? Even though she's a believer, she ain't a christian yet. I know that God made me her best jiemei for a purpose; for a fruitful purpose. God surely wants her to enjoy eternal life..she just has to claim it one day. I know that day will come. God, I really hope that You'll assist me in settling down as soon as possible so that I can bring her closer to You. I know that You're watching us and I really thank You for enlightening us through that conversation today. We feel Your presence; indeed so marvellous feeling. Continue to guide us, lead us and help us. We long for Your touch!!
Hmm.. I think sotong and I have been missing each other too much. We're already planning for a meet-up. I just hope that whatever happens, we ain't doing it the wrong way. I just hope that God wants it to happen for a purpose. I wish that the meet-up will be a joyous one..for him and me. Even though we're not in a position to act like a couple, I hope that it won't be too blameful of us if we break that restrictions for that short while. I already foresee what will happen? Although I do not know whether it will happen, I don't deny I'm longing for it. We all are longing for it. Without that restrictions, perhaps we won't long for it as much. Restrictions seem to make it stronger. I pray to God to forgive us if we give in to temptations. =X
Impish Princess sign off`