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Sunday, October 30, 2005
I just came back home not too long ago?! Well, I went shopping with Rebecca after dinner~ Hymph` I bought a new pants..spent money again. ehhs.. I guess it's really no choice bahs? I have to renew clothes for school reopen mahs. Right? =X
Sotong just reached home about the same time as me as well.. He had a meeting until 11pm wors.. So pathetic and tiring~ Sigh` Sobs. But, he's still so caring towards me..I really feel so touched. That's the kind of security I want it to last forever..*whether he's busy or not, he'll think of me* Sotong, you are also really nice to me~ yes, I am nice to you as well` But, maybe I haven't been up to standard yet larhs hors? Maybe I got to improve even more. Just now, as I chatted with Jasmine, I got alil scared. I was fearing what's to come for sotong and I. Even though I am confident that everything will turn out pretty fine so long we work towards our goals and juggle our spiritual life very well as we carry on, I still fear like what Jasmine said.. "different church.. different vision.. different flow.. and maybe you all will bound to have arguments.. Hmm..it's not that I say you both will surely break.. but the ending won't be so so well too larhs.." Well, is that really so? We did talk about it, but I thought this can be overcome isn't it? Well, it's not forever we'll be in different church. I understand that a couple should worship in the same church for a long term relationship.. but surely not now? Well, Jasmine and I both agreed that "growth" is above this factor which is just as important as well.. Growth comes first and then this comes next? But then again, a relationship should still put God before any other thing.. I agree with this. I hope that we'll really become a couple which glorifies God..and the whole world will see us as an living example by which how God wants us to be. I WANT.. and I'll AIM to be like this. =X Sotong, when people don't believe that everything will work out fine, we have to prove them wrong?! I don't wanna be demoralised... I believed one day..we'll still be worshipping the same God in the same church de.. NOT now definitely.=X We do our part now and we'll leave the rest to God alright? Yeps.. I'm praying for our relationship everyday.. seriously everyday. I believe that through faith, we'll recieve an answered prayer... Pray pray pray sotong!! Have you been praying? Reading God's words? I want to push you just like I did in the past again? I don't care... YOU MUST READ! lazy bum` hehs. Push me too` I can be so lazy sometimes as well... Alright, Sotong, I hope to see your entries soon~ You better be zidong` I know you're busy larhs... BUT try larhs okays? =X Miss you & Love you dear! Hope to see you soon` really soon... really I want to see cute cute side of you~ I miss it badly. wahahas. =P impish princess signed off` |