`aisya
`anthony
`brenna
`chiasin
`daniel tan
`filly
`freddie
`gloria
`hubert
`huiqing
`ivan
`jieying
`joanne lee
`jowell
`joyce see
`junjie
`kangsheng
`kezia
`kwangwei
`lianhong
`leepeng
`marcus
`maureen
`pamela
`reeve
`ruikun
`sharon
`sherlyn
`thena
`wee cheong
`weimin
`xinyi
`xinyue
`yichang
`anthony
`brenna
`chiasin
`daniel tan
`filly
`freddie
`gloria
`hubert
`huiqing
`ivan
`jieying
`joanne lee
`jowell
`joyce see
`junjie
`kangsheng
`kezia
`kwangwei
`lianhong
`leepeng
`marcus
`maureen
`pamela
`reeve
`ruikun
`sharon
`sherlyn
`thena
`wee cheong
`weimin
`xinyi
`xinyue
`yichang
Friday, October 07, 2005
Take time to read okays(not very long).. It's pretty encouraging and also very good knowledge to know before you leave for Udon Thani..
http://www.thaicov.org/udon.html
http://icplit.org/November2004Rpt/UdonThani/UdonThani.htm
Sigh. I know God is really blessing us. Even though things do improved, it haven't been fully solved. If only he can give me a specific time to solve it, I wouldn't have to wait in disappointment every now and then already...
I really overlooked one fact that he's replying very slowly..I know that he's having mission trip training and then probably dinner time now.. I don't mind. But after such "almost chatting nothing SMS", he'll just do his own stuff at home and then knock out.. How can I attend to his request? How How How? =X "don't talk at night"...as if I am doing it on purpose to make him talk at night. If you're not doing your job to sms/talk properly in day time, having so much time wasted and yet nothing is solved, will we have to talk at night? Will I have to go through the fear every night that you'll just knock out any minute any second?(i guess i don't have to be so stupid right?) You don't know what have I been going through.. All you know is that you're busy/tired.. I can't be working it out all alone you know? I am not superwoman. I seriously don't know how to attend to your request except one thought which struck me..that is don't ever sms/talk to me again lorhs.. If you can ever manage your time, will you be down to this state? Your business is comparable to anybody out there, don't tell me they're all like that? I just feel that you need to see the problem in yourself.. nobody can help you... How long can I overlook matters? If this happens for this one time, I wouldn't give a damn seriously.. But, I see that this is gonna be a long term problem. Since when have we been talking about such matters? "busy" "tired" "not my habit"... what other excuses can you come up with? Sigh. I don't know. up to you to give a thought...and then mend your ways if you ever "want"..
Sigh. Actually everything I want to say, I've already said in my SMS to him and also in the past entry. I've got no idea what else should I do.. I've done my best. It really takes two hands to clap. I just want you to know that I'll be waiting...until I'm totally draine and.totally give up..until the day you're willing to wake up, knowing that time don't wait. Why can you bear to ask "our things" to wait than every other thing?? I am not demanding that I should always be first, but at least you shouldn't be waiting for your own perfect time to solve problems.. This just simply shows that every other thing is as important as our things or rather ours are like not at all important to you.. I just want a simple and satisfactory level of effort I see of you when it comes to our matter.. I've not been seeing it in you. =/
Can you don't take me for granted? You said you won't do it again that time... you promised. I want to see your sincerity/your love/your concern but not "heck care" mode. You can promise me everything in the world..but if you're not doing it, why will I want your promise? And, this is a kind of "lying" in a sense... I want you to switch on your brain functions...think think and only think clearly; analyse it... Don't disappoint me already can? =/
I feel so much like seeing him... really... but, forget it... =(
Take care dear sotong..
Impish Princess signed off`
http://www.thaicov.org/udon.html
http://icplit.org/November2004Rpt/UdonThani/UdonThani.htm
Sigh. I know God is really blessing us. Even though things do improved, it haven't been fully solved. If only he can give me a specific time to solve it, I wouldn't have to wait in disappointment every now and then already...
I really overlooked one fact that he's replying very slowly..I know that he's having mission trip training and then probably dinner time now.. I don't mind. But after such "almost chatting nothing SMS", he'll just do his own stuff at home and then knock out.. How can I attend to his request? How How How? =X "don't talk at night"...as if I am doing it on purpose to make him talk at night. If you're not doing your job to sms/talk properly in day time, having so much time wasted and yet nothing is solved, will we have to talk at night? Will I have to go through the fear every night that you'll just knock out any minute any second?(i guess i don't have to be so stupid right?) You don't know what have I been going through.. All you know is that you're busy/tired.. I can't be working it out all alone you know? I am not superwoman. I seriously don't know how to attend to your request except one thought which struck me..that is don't ever sms/talk to me again lorhs.. If you can ever manage your time, will you be down to this state? Your business is comparable to anybody out there, don't tell me they're all like that? I just feel that you need to see the problem in yourself.. nobody can help you... How long can I overlook matters? If this happens for this one time, I wouldn't give a damn seriously.. But, I see that this is gonna be a long term problem. Since when have we been talking about such matters? "busy" "tired" "not my habit"... what other excuses can you come up with? Sigh. I don't know. up to you to give a thought...and then mend your ways if you ever "want"..
Sigh. Actually everything I want to say, I've already said in my SMS to him and also in the past entry. I've got no idea what else should I do.. I've done my best. It really takes two hands to clap. I just want you to know that I'll be waiting...until I'm totally draine and.totally give up..until the day you're willing to wake up, knowing that time don't wait. Why can you bear to ask "our things" to wait than every other thing?? I am not demanding that I should always be first, but at least you shouldn't be waiting for your own perfect time to solve problems.. This just simply shows that every other thing is as important as our things or rather ours are like not at all important to you.. I just want a simple and satisfactory level of effort I see of you when it comes to our matter.. I've not been seeing it in you. =/
Can you don't take me for granted? You said you won't do it again that time... you promised. I want to see your sincerity/your love/your concern but not "heck care" mode. You can promise me everything in the world..but if you're not doing it, why will I want your promise? And, this is a kind of "lying" in a sense... I want you to switch on your brain functions...think think and only think clearly; analyse it... Don't disappoint me already can? =/
I feel so much like seeing him... really... but, forget it... =(
Take care dear sotong..
Impish Princess signed off`