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Saturday, December 24, 2005
Actually.. it's nothing but just another christmas to me..
Every year is so normal for me.. but I guess I finally feel some emptiness as compared to the other years.. Once you have someone in mind, you'll feel empty very often.. I just hope he's here with me today or tomorrow.. I fear this kind of emptiness this year.. I've never had this before.. *sobs* ='( but still, I'm pretending to be so strong even infront of my friends. & I guess after the pretentious act, they don't see beyond just a normal christmas. It is not a loneliness..it's a kind of emptiness.. The more merrier the season is, it only depicts a greater picture of my emptiness. =(( signed off` |