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Wah darling!! You've really got so many posts lehs!! i read till my eyes blur blur! my level of sotongness now increased already!! but i realie appreciate your effort that you realie take so much effort to type out your feelings and thinking and publish here so that i will know what is happening! Hmm darling, i seriously realie thank God that he provided you into my life!!

This is wad i ask God for my gf!!
- sweet looking
- side parting
- straight hair
- faithful
- caring, and
- loving!! wad else can i ask for? =)

Sotong realie accepted my character and change some parts of me to make me a better person!! she beri power!! keep reminding!! and i realie hope she'll keep lecturing me in future though! and in some time to come, its "pay back time", haha! my turn to lecture!! hee!! =) As i read the blog, its a cycle, happy -> sad -> happy -> sad -> happy.

I guess in all relationships, it is this way, but i realise something, every sad part, it actually draws the couple together, resolving the problem together, helping each other to overcome the crisis together, and often results in happie ending! =)

Well, todae is such a nice weather to sleep! woke up at nearly 1pm! i tot i was the only pig!! but never would have i tot, the other pig is sleeping too!! skipped gymming or gyming?! dunno got one or two "M", she'll correct me, her english more pro than me! wah hahahaha!

Yup! Hmm, as i think of stuff i just type it down, later got one cg member of my coming to my house to learn guitar from me, recently pple ask me to teach guitar, i too pro? Cannot!! must be humble!! hmm!! den the guitar he bought oso i chose for him de!! sounds so nice loR! last time my first guitar also dun sound so nice de!! well, think after teaching guitar, i'll practise guitar again!! den at night i wanna start doing my report le, have to hand it up next tues, not this coming tues cox hari raya!! i love malays!! they make holidays for me? heh!! got holiday anot ah? i dunno! must ask my frenz!! hmm!! den after handing up the report got another major project to be handed up by week 13 or 14. Boo!! better enjoy now while i can, i can see myself mugging very soon again! poly not tat fun actualie!!

Recently days back, i received a post from NTU, i am thinking whether to get into socialogy, business or my boring computer science. But thinking of it, i dun even noe if i can get into Uni in the first place anot, sigh!! I must be strong in faith and cling on to God's promise that i will be able to go to the uni!! preferably NTU or NUS barhs..the rest like so lok kok!! All things are possible thru Christ!! Amen!!

Yup! Hope i can get an average of GPA 3.5 hor.. i must realie thank God already!! I can realie see God rising me as a leader, when i entered brighton, i am not knowned, a no body, just a new comer, then within months, i am placed to be a core member and to be part of the worship team. One year passed so fast, and now i am the music leader in the worship team. Indeed God is great, i realie dunno wads ahead of me, but i wanan trust God that he already planned something BIG for me!! Now my only worry is whether i can continue to serve in the Youth. I prefer serving in the Youth. BOO!!

Now my mind is thinking about Sotong again. Wondering if she woken up anot or still lazing around in bed. Then also wondering wad should i message her? Suddenly i sound so boring! mans..but topics must come naturally..die le die le..nevertheless, i realie still miss her alot!! but i wonder is missing her in my heart and not verbally telling her todae, is she gonna be mad at me? Boo!! I still love her loads, but cannot express it out in words, i noe she understands..i noe she does!! miss her!! =)

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