Peek-a-Boo.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

I personally dislike the fact of an intrusion to people's privacy. It's not about reading up the content which I mind, cuz' I have nothing to hide. But, if it is something which is supposed to keep low profile and I want to keep it private by setting up passwords, it's already privacy am I right? Sigh. If people can still be so insensitive even after knowing the purpose of "setting passwords", I considered it intrusion of privacy. I understand that there're millions of blogs out there which people can enter just to read at any point of time, so blogging can be referred as "there're no privacy" in a way. But, if setting up passwords is still not considered a privacy, can you define privacy? Disappointed is all I can say to human's ignorant inquisitivity.

Another thing which keeps prompting me is "Can you define Godliness just through the entries in a blog?" I really wonder. I looked at people's blogs like ian, stephanie, janice etc.. Indeed, I can feel so "godly" and "holy" whenever I read their blogs. No deny, I learnt quite a bit after reading some reflections of theirs. I mean it's true that it can show whether you're godly or not, but it's just an outward expression of godliness am I right to say this? How do you know if you really are? Blog is definitely not the key to finding out whether a person is so God-centered. I do pray in blog's entries, talking about some holy stuffs whenever I feel the holy spirit is moving in me. But not all the time I'm doing that, because whenever I wanna feel better, I just blog out everything I feel within me first.. so that I'll feel better. Anyways, I think I'll only be able to prove that I'm God-centered as time goes by..

Sigh. Being accused and judged have been a miserable feeling for me. I don't like the feeling. No matter what, I'm gonna live in Jesus's way. I'm not gonna let hatred or anger rule me. My life is not just about somebody, I'm gonna prove it wrong. We'll take the step of faith to prove our faithfulness and love for God. God will exalt us highly if we humble ourselves and sacrifice for Him. Hurtful words from people are not gonna bring me down, they will also be judged for what they said. I trust God for every arrangement from now on. If God really wants things this way, we'll do it out of obedience. But I wonder how.. it's not an easy start-off. Definitely not easy.. but I know we'll shine for God and no more persecution will be done unto us again.

Love; Faith; Hope. Love is the greatest. I'll trust God to continue loving.

signed off`