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Josephine.
Since 1988.
A tub of Strawberry Cheesecake Ice-cream with my favourite Hollywood flicks pretty sums me up.







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Thursday, June 08, 2006

if you truly love a person, will you try to meet his/her needs? will you wanna be first to do things for him/her? will you pamper him/her without running out of patience?

i think i will try to meet the person's needs and that's for sure. despite how hard it is, i'll give my best shot. i will wanna help him in everything i could, wanna be the first to be there for him. i wanna pamper him, but i must agree that patience that runs out alil after a period of time is pretty understandable.

yeah, what i feel about loving a person is this. however, how many of them have actually fulfilled them all? at least, i feel that it's almost unreachable for somebody(at the moment). it is like.. i slowly start to see people's patience running out, people mad at me/piss at me, treating me like just some nobody out there sometimes.. yes, you may say that loving somebody won't lead you to run out of patience, but for a fact.. i see that it is indeed running out bit by bit.. hence, don't jump into conclusion so fast, cuz' love isn't that great to tolerate all things in long run. i guess a line that i love will describe how i feel about stuff right now 'we can only be close to perfection'. nothing is indeed perfect cuz' human beings aren't perfect in the very first place.

however demanding i am, i find that i'm reasonable. yes, pms may come, tempers may flare, but i find valid reasons for doing something most of the time. i really feel that i am a person who talks more sense than rubbish (unless i'm in crazy cranky mood). being serious seems to be a BIG FLAW huhs? hmm.. my tone may sound serious, but people may treat it as anger. when i don't smile, people straight away pass judgement that i'm very pissed or unhappy. amazing huhs? i don't have to pay much to show the down side of me. well, people always like to shoot me this and that about my expression and stuff.. why can't they know me deeper? if you really know me, you'll know when am i mad and when am i not?? i guess i can only blame myself for having such a face then..for sounding serious in every serious issue.. yea?

yes, envious is quite a sin according to the bible. but, i really am envious of many of them out there. my sis has a friend who will come all the way down to bring her the best solid beancurd in singapore. yeah, i was given a share of it as well. how nice? singapore is only that small, yet journey time seems so much of a factor even when you wanna shower love to somebody.. i really find it so funny when i think about it. never have any one came down all the way just to satisfy my crave for food.. how nice will it be if somebody can really do this to you once in a while? it's pretty sweet right? i mean.. whoever it may be.. yep.. =)

i haven't blog for quite a while. life's been up and down..but getting alil consistent. i thank God for being so faithful to me however i treat Him. He's really a great God.

hmm.. i seem to have forgotten about certain things which i wanna touch on.. oh well.. short term memory playing a fool on me again. anyways, i just hope that life will be a bliss as from now on..

signed off`