`aisya
`anthony
`brenna
`chiasin
`daniel tan
`filly
`freddie
`gloria
`hubert
`huiqing
`ivan
`jieying
`joanne lee
`jowell
`joyce see
`junjie
`kangsheng
`kezia
`kwangwei
`lianhong
`leepeng
`marcus
`maureen
`pamela
`reeve
`ruikun
`sharon
`sherlyn
`thena
`wee cheong
`weimin
`xinyi
`xinyue
`yichang
`anthony
`brenna
`chiasin
`daniel tan
`filly
`freddie
`gloria
`hubert
`huiqing
`ivan
`jieying
`joanne lee
`jowell
`joyce see
`junjie
`kangsheng
`kezia
`kwangwei
`lianhong
`leepeng
`marcus
`maureen
`pamela
`reeve
`ruikun
`sharon
`sherlyn
`thena
`wee cheong
`weimin
`xinyi
`xinyue
`yichang
Saturday, June 24, 2006
oh i haven't been updating lately. i don't know why i don't have the motivation to blog as well. this blog is getting so dead isn't it? after "that experience", it's hard to blog with all my heart as well, same goes for him? yeps.
anyway, i guess my holidays has been quite plain so far, except for 22nd. it's cool, fun and memorable. i realised how timid i can be even in a singapore theme park? what more for theme parks in other countries which i will say it's definitely more intimidating. hmm.. simple day yet so fulfilling. this time together definitely gives me a feel of how it is gonna be like if we're living one roof. i mean.. we get to see each living habits and all. really thank God for ending my holiday like this.. at least i have something to dwell upon (and it's something good) even after school starts. =)
hmm.. i'm really taking my own sweet time to blog. i'll leave to watch the SI (re-play) for every paragraph typed. i must say as i watched them sing, it really brought me back memories of the SI working period. my favourite gayle and milly are out, but hopefully they can make it back to stage through the WILDCARD round. is it how it is spelt? hymph. anyway, marylee (is it spelt like this?) is great as well. back in the audition, her figure and face already attracted me. i mean.. she has that kind of charisma which i feel so close to heart to. hahas. perhaps, that's the kind of charisma i wanna give people? i feel that her style is "so me" sometimes.. glad that she can make it to the wildcard. "i turn to you" which she sang earlier on is also one of my favourite song. =)) gayle and maryl make it to the next round. i think it's pity that milly didn't sing well.. i really do agree that she didn't do well for the past round. AND, i remembered i encouraged norman before in the audition. glad that he can make it to the wildcard as well. that time in the audition, everybody's like laughing at him for what he said to the judges, but i really think that he has the potential to sing(that's what i told him). i wonder if he remembers me. =)) i'm so nice!! =P
hmm.. what's next? i think i'm intending to start learning keyboard and going for vocal training once again at 'believermusic'. i don't know if i have regained all my courage, but at least that's my passion. i just wanna go and try at my own pace and timing. after learning keyboard, i can play and sing to God personally at home. isn't that great? i mean.. at least that's my goal for now. i need good time management from now on cuz' i guess time's tight as from now on. hope that God will provide a way out for me. bless me with what i'm lacking in right now..
well, school is starting on monday. somehow, i feel so dread to go back to school. i really hope that poly life can end so quickly sometimes.. so that i'll be nearer to the life i wanna lead. hehs. this is roughly what i have in mind for now:
*finish my poly by 19
*study university if possible, if not, go for private school
*by then, i should be 23-24?
*then, i wanna find a good job and have an established career
*in two years time, i wanna have stable income and all that
*get married by 26 or 27? depending on whether my partner is established in his career as well.
*if both of us can have stability before my timeline, then we can get married, if not..forget about marrying me!
*the earliest time for engagement will be 25 AT LEAST
*get married and go for honeymoon
*have children only 1 year after marriage
*have 2nd honeymoon before having children
*have 2 children of age gap by 2 years
*before 35, 2 children. after 35, no more giving birth.
*ask money from husband to be slimmed down if he caused me to be FAT during pregnancy
*slimmed down within 1 year! hopefully 6 months.
*continue to be a pretty, established working mother
*OH YAH, when i mean established, i mean i wanna be able to SHOP WITHOUT LOOKING AT PRICE TAGS! =))
*work hard! my future husband! =) i will work hard too.
*i'll stop working whenever i want to.
*then, i'll wait to go heaven. =))
so, lets all work towards this goal okay!! how i wished, i'm already halfway towards my goal. how i wished, time will stop there forever after i'm married..cuz' i don't wanna be old !!! =X i wanna be pretty forever..can? hymph i'm asking stupid question. anyways, i'll end this off.. tatas all!
i love YOU! yes just you. =)
signed off`
anyway, i guess my holidays has been quite plain so far, except for 22nd. it's cool, fun and memorable. i realised how timid i can be even in a singapore theme park? what more for theme parks in other countries which i will say it's definitely more intimidating. hmm.. simple day yet so fulfilling. this time together definitely gives me a feel of how it is gonna be like if we're living one roof. i mean.. we get to see each living habits and all. really thank God for ending my holiday like this.. at least i have something to dwell upon (and it's something good) even after school starts. =)
hmm.. i'm really taking my own sweet time to blog. i'll leave to watch the SI (re-play) for every paragraph typed. i must say as i watched them sing, it really brought me back memories of the SI working period. my favourite gayle and milly are out, but hopefully they can make it back to stage through the WILDCARD round. is it how it is spelt? hymph. anyway, marylee (is it spelt like this?) is great as well. back in the audition, her figure and face already attracted me. i mean.. she has that kind of charisma which i feel so close to heart to. hahas. perhaps, that's the kind of charisma i wanna give people? i feel that her style is "so me" sometimes.. glad that she can make it to the wildcard. "i turn to you" which she sang earlier on is also one of my favourite song. =)) gayle and maryl make it to the next round. i think it's pity that milly didn't sing well.. i really do agree that she didn't do well for the past round. AND, i remembered i encouraged norman before in the audition. glad that he can make it to the wildcard as well. that time in the audition, everybody's like laughing at him for what he said to the judges, but i really think that he has the potential to sing(that's what i told him). i wonder if he remembers me. =)) i'm so nice!! =P
hmm.. what's next? i think i'm intending to start learning keyboard and going for vocal training once again at 'believermusic'. i don't know if i have regained all my courage, but at least that's my passion. i just wanna go and try at my own pace and timing. after learning keyboard, i can play and sing to God personally at home. isn't that great? i mean.. at least that's my goal for now. i need good time management from now on cuz' i guess time's tight as from now on. hope that God will provide a way out for me. bless me with what i'm lacking in right now..
well, school is starting on monday. somehow, i feel so dread to go back to school. i really hope that poly life can end so quickly sometimes.. so that i'll be nearer to the life i wanna lead. hehs. this is roughly what i have in mind for now:
*finish my poly by 19
*study university if possible, if not, go for private school
*by then, i should be 23-24?
*then, i wanna find a good job and have an established career
*in two years time, i wanna have stable income and all that
*get married by 26 or 27? depending on whether my partner is established in his career as well.
*if both of us can have stability before my timeline, then we can get married, if not..forget about marrying me!
*the earliest time for engagement will be 25 AT LEAST
*get married and go for honeymoon
*have children only 1 year after marriage
*have 2nd honeymoon before having children
*have 2 children of age gap by 2 years
*before 35, 2 children. after 35, no more giving birth.
*ask money from husband to be slimmed down if he caused me to be FAT during pregnancy
*slimmed down within 1 year! hopefully 6 months.
*continue to be a pretty, established working mother
*OH YAH, when i mean established, i mean i wanna be able to SHOP WITHOUT LOOKING AT PRICE TAGS! =))
*work hard! my future husband! =) i will work hard too.
*i'll stop working whenever i want to.
*then, i'll wait to go heaven. =))
so, lets all work towards this goal okay!! how i wished, i'm already halfway towards my goal. how i wished, time will stop there forever after i'm married..cuz' i don't wanna be old !!! =X i wanna be pretty forever..can? hymph i'm asking stupid question. anyways, i'll end this off.. tatas all!
i love YOU! yes just you. =)
signed off`