`aisya
`anthony
`brenna
`chiasin
`daniel tan
`filly
`freddie
`gloria
`hubert
`huiqing
`ivan
`jieying
`joanne lee
`jowell
`joyce see
`junjie
`kangsheng
`kezia
`kwangwei
`lianhong
`leepeng
`marcus
`maureen
`pamela
`reeve
`ruikun
`sharon
`sherlyn
`thena
`wee cheong
`weimin
`xinyi
`xinyue
`yichang
`anthony
`brenna
`chiasin
`daniel tan
`filly
`freddie
`gloria
`hubert
`huiqing
`ivan
`jieying
`joanne lee
`jowell
`joyce see
`junjie
`kangsheng
`kezia
`kwangwei
`lianhong
`leepeng
`marcus
`maureen
`pamela
`reeve
`ruikun
`sharon
`sherlyn
`thena
`wee cheong
`weimin
`xinyi
`xinyue
`yichang
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
yeah! i'm here to blog. anybody happy to see my entry? =X hymph. i guess not. i'm acting silly again, talking nonsense..cuz' not much people know about this blog right. oh well. anyways, i wanted to make this a colourful post, but nothing colourful is happening in my life now. my daily life is only about study; slack; sleep; church; study; slack; sleep..goes on and on.. anyways, i skipped cam and lighting workshop despite knowing that adam is leaving Ngee Ann soon..and this is probably our last lesson with him. but, you can't blame me, i have to reserve energy and time to do my ppt slides for tomorrow's film history presentation. i'm just so tired, haven't had a good sleep all these days and i'm like waking up duper early every morning. well seriously, even though holidays is still one week away, i'm already in my holiday mood. i just feel like resting and don't do anything already, BUT the contradicting thing is i'm the most busiest from this week up to the week holiday starts. sighs.
another contradicting sentence i wanna make. i'm very looking forward to holiday, but on the other hand, not so..cuz' what can i really do in this holiday? i mean, not that i wanna grumble non-stop, ever since poly year 1, since when have i had a super meaningful and fruitful holiday? well, actually i had a very very great idea in my mind for this holiday, but i don't know if it's still gonna work now. i mean.. things are so uncertain now. last sunday, i was still talking with elijah about this great plan.. and we already decided that we should go check it out and confirm again. afterwhich, before i can barely ask one of the important people in our great plan, everything just seems to go so wrong. well, so..this plan has to be put aside at the moment. disappointing? yes, i guess more or less. upset? i don't know whether i'm really that unhappy. for better for worse, at least we'll be able to know ourselves better after then. i mean, we already know ourselves, just that perhaps we really need to reflect upon many other things. like i said in my previous post, life is not about living alone; life is about living with others. how true right? i mean..everywhere we go..we have to face people, we have to learn to adapt to our environment and these people etc etc. you can't be living in your own world, if not you won't be happy either.
1 day has passed. this is the 2nd. seriously, no point counting right? but somehow, the calculations just come so naturally. in my mind, i'll know how many days since we stopped talking. even the worst period between us (that 2 months), we will somehow still sms. apparently, everything's so still. i mean, i realised we're so much stable right? we no longer need to see smses and stuffs to feel each other. not that i'm really having that high faith and trust in him now, but seriously it's so much more better than the past. we've grown alot alot. i think we may not have realised, but i think God is watching us from above..seeing us grow alil by alil day after day. Seriously, I'm glad that..for this.. i didn't disappoint God. I think I've disappointed him in some ways, maybe unknowingly i did not glorify him in all things i do at all. i'm still the child that needs reminder every now and then. somehow.. i wish that i'll grow up even more so that people won't have to worry for us.. so that i'm a glory to God. well, really hope that God's blessings will be upon me. i wanna hope in the Lord.
full of reminiscence now. such a small thing can evoke so much out of me. forgodden sake, potato salad..look at the trouble you've done. can't imagine that i can be such a super big maudlin in romance. haha. so be it. let me continue to be so crazy. love is crazy thing.
sign off`
another contradicting sentence i wanna make. i'm very looking forward to holiday, but on the other hand, not so..cuz' what can i really do in this holiday? i mean, not that i wanna grumble non-stop, ever since poly year 1, since when have i had a super meaningful and fruitful holiday? well, actually i had a very very great idea in my mind for this holiday, but i don't know if it's still gonna work now. i mean.. things are so uncertain now. last sunday, i was still talking with elijah about this great plan.. and we already decided that we should go check it out and confirm again. afterwhich, before i can barely ask one of the important people in our great plan, everything just seems to go so wrong. well, so..this plan has to be put aside at the moment. disappointing? yes, i guess more or less. upset? i don't know whether i'm really that unhappy. for better for worse, at least we'll be able to know ourselves better after then. i mean, we already know ourselves, just that perhaps we really need to reflect upon many other things. like i said in my previous post, life is not about living alone; life is about living with others. how true right? i mean..everywhere we go..we have to face people, we have to learn to adapt to our environment and these people etc etc. you can't be living in your own world, if not you won't be happy either.
1 day has passed. this is the 2nd. seriously, no point counting right? but somehow, the calculations just come so naturally. in my mind, i'll know how many days since we stopped talking. even the worst period between us (that 2 months), we will somehow still sms. apparently, everything's so still. i mean, i realised we're so much stable right? we no longer need to see smses and stuffs to feel each other. not that i'm really having that high faith and trust in him now, but seriously it's so much more better than the past. we've grown alot alot. i think we may not have realised, but i think God is watching us from above..seeing us grow alil by alil day after day. Seriously, I'm glad that..for this.. i didn't disappoint God. I think I've disappointed him in some ways, maybe unknowingly i did not glorify him in all things i do at all. i'm still the child that needs reminder every now and then. somehow.. i wish that i'll grow up even more so that people won't have to worry for us.. so that i'm a glory to God. well, really hope that God's blessings will be upon me. i wanna hope in the Lord.
full of reminiscence now. such a small thing can evoke so much out of me. forgodden sake, potato salad..look at the trouble you've done. can't imagine that i can be such a super big maudlin in romance. haha. so be it. let me continue to be so crazy. love is crazy thing.
sign off`