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`chiasin
`daniel tan
`filly
`freddie
`gloria
`hubert
`huiqing
`ivan
`jieying
`joanne lee
`jowell
`joyce see
`junjie
`kangsheng
`kezia
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`leepeng
`marcus
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`pamela
`reeve
`ruikun
`sharon
`sherlyn
`thena
`wee cheong
`weimin
`xinyi
`xinyue
`yichang
`anthony
`brenna
`chiasin
`daniel tan
`filly
`freddie
`gloria
`hubert
`huiqing
`ivan
`jieying
`joanne lee
`jowell
`joyce see
`junjie
`kangsheng
`kezia
`kwangwei
`lianhong
`leepeng
`marcus
`maureen
`pamela
`reeve
`ruikun
`sharon
`sherlyn
`thena
`wee cheong
`weimin
`xinyi
`xinyue
`yichang
Monday, October 30, 2006
i don't know why, but we have to agree that it is so true of my feelings to turn sour alil as compared to the past. he has been trying so hard for me, improving himself from time to time; all these i see it, but i guess.. past hurts can never be replaced or forgotten by all these so easily. i mean.. from who i was to who i am today, certainly it's not gonna be so fast to restore the broken-ness we all used to have..i mean..me especially.
it's all miscommunications.. as in.. so far all the problems that had occurred, it's all cuz' of that. however, there're so many holes in this relationship as well. good thing, we all didn't give up so easily..especially me, i clinged on cuz' i feel that there's still hope for it..at least he is trying. sometimes, you need to have a good stamina to sustain a relationship. when you felt you have tried hard enough, it's probably when you're starting to feel complacent? i guess.. it's never enough. yep.
well, tomorrow i have an audition to go. hopefully it's a good project, and if it's a good project, i hope i can clinch the deal in the might name of JESUS! hymph. seriously in need for money..is it God? i mean.. i keep have the feeling that God will be blessing me financially pretty soon. well, i don't know until i have clinched this deal with DBS. oh well.. i have yet to tell dearest sotong yet. it's all cuz' of some stupid problems.. hymph. anyway, i won't get to contact him for 3 days 2 night..from thur all the way to sat AGAIN! outfield camp again? and he's currently sick. i hope he gets healed in the name of JESUS as well! hopefully, i will miss him just enough, and also be able to pass time so quickly this week. yep, i look forward to weekend somehow. hymph..maybe not?! i don't know. that's all for today.
missing you..alil..
sign off`
it's all miscommunications.. as in.. so far all the problems that had occurred, it's all cuz' of that. however, there're so many holes in this relationship as well. good thing, we all didn't give up so easily..especially me, i clinged on cuz' i feel that there's still hope for it..at least he is trying. sometimes, you need to have a good stamina to sustain a relationship. when you felt you have tried hard enough, it's probably when you're starting to feel complacent? i guess.. it's never enough. yep.
well, tomorrow i have an audition to go. hopefully it's a good project, and if it's a good project, i hope i can clinch the deal in the might name of JESUS! hymph. seriously in need for money..is it God? i mean.. i keep have the feeling that God will be blessing me financially pretty soon. well, i don't know until i have clinched this deal with DBS. oh well.. i have yet to tell dearest sotong yet. it's all cuz' of some stupid problems.. hymph. anyway, i won't get to contact him for 3 days 2 night..from thur all the way to sat AGAIN! outfield camp again? and he's currently sick. i hope he gets healed in the name of JESUS as well! hopefully, i will miss him just enough, and also be able to pass time so quickly this week. yep, i look forward to weekend somehow. hymph..maybe not?! i don't know. that's all for today.
missing you..alil..
sign off`