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Sunday, October 01, 2006
love and hate sunday. love sunday cuz' it's a day to rest and to meet my dearest. hate it cuz' i've to wake up very early and after that part from my dearest.
without fail, i still send sotong in every sunday evening. after church today, elijah and me went to amk to makan and chit-chat with sotong at some amk central kopitiam. they had their guys' talk while i was sitting down there listening and join in whenever the topic interested me. i was pretty irritated with my right eye cuz' something seems to be trapped in there. oh well.. somehow.. i feel alil more assured and warm when i look at the way sotong talks and looks at me infront of somebody. it's like.. haven't been so comfortable with each other infront of outsiders for a long time. elijah is somebody who knows us very well, so no wonder we're so ourselves today. still remember last time, we really have to "act" like friends infront of those people..if you get what i mean. i mean.. it's just such a lousy feeling lah.. i really dislike it a million times! afterwhich..elijah left to find friends..while sotong and i headed back home to pass time. till evening time which is around an hour or so later, dinner was served. only sotong and me eating..haha.. his mum cooked just the right portion for the two of us. simple dishes.. but it was great. perhaps cuz' i was too hungry. i look at the way sotong eat and smile..with his uniform and nerdy-specs.. it's really so cute can. i broke into laughter for nothing during the meal. hahaha. i realised that his dad is another funny character whom I will laugh at. somehow.. sotong and his dad have some similar traits.. it's just so entertaining to see them talk sometimes. 7pm sharp.. we left the condo and proceeded to the carpark. we entered the car with his barang barang and then.. conversation between the dad & son started cuz' of me. why? cuz' the dad wanted to clarify with sotong a shorter way to send me home. hehs. i realised another thing.. sotong told me that he don't really like to mix with his family cuz' it's always quiet. but seems like ever since i've been dining there on sundays or anywhere when i'm around.. there'll be conversations lah. really great to see that.. i'm bonding with them bit by bit. hmm.. finally there's a pause after talking about the way back to my home, this is the time i really feel like i can't part with sotong. we were holding our hands tight at the back..looking at each other eyeballs to eyeballs without conversing at all. we seem to understand each other at that point of time. yeah. i know i'm gonna miss him alot and now i'm still missing him alot.. =/ i'll be waiting for the next weekends to come by. alright time to pen off.. hope that this week will be meaningful and fulfilling again. =) baby i miss you lots lots lots... sign off` |