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Thursday, November 02, 2006
![]() those were the happy days. i mean.. though with quarels and conflicts and all sorts of church problems, i feel happy with him, just loving him alone. of course, those were also the days whereby i wept in sorrow cuz' he wasn't as committed as i was..but, somehow maybe it's better than now whereby i'm down here feeling guilty for not loving him enough like last time. sometimes, i really feel that things are still as it was used to be. sometimes, it's just different; things turned sour. sometimes, i feel that i want more of him. sometimes, i just want some peace. sometimes, i appear to be so weak without him. sometimes, i just can live without him. sometimes, he's giving me all that i want, but i'm just not as happy as i should be. sometimes, i just enjoy simple bliss. sometimes, i want nothing. i'm an irony. kill me. =X i'm missing baby now. sweet? yes, i know i am. =)) |