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Monday, December 18, 2006
i'm having a headache again right now. i don't know why, my flu and cough seems improving or you can say it's almost healing but my headache seems getting worst. i just have a feeling that it'll affect my vision someday.. haha.. i don't know, it's just a passing thought. argh. the area above my eyebrow is aching so much..especially my right eye. hope that the pain will go away. this is the first time i ever felt such a great pain on my head consecutively for days..
christmas is finally coming. seriously, this is the first time i ever felt the festive joy so much unlike other years. christmas has been normal to me for the past 18 years. i mean when i was still young, i do celebrate and all that. i have turkeys, lotsa playful friends, performances and etc. but as i grow up, it just seems to vanish into the thin air. it's never really been a trend for my family to have a HUGE celebration. we do exchange gifts and all that, but even if we don't, it don't seem a big deal at all. right now this year, i realised i have so much shopping to make before the merry season arrives. and i realised, i don't really spend so much on my family but his family. i don't know why, but unlike my family, his family is always having luxurious feast and celebrations in many occasions. up till now, i spent more than a hundred on his family itself already. haha. i guess i'm gonna be so dead cuz' i think i overspent alot?? and i still have presents to buy for others. however, this year i find it a joy to buy presents for others also..cuz' it's like bringing them the merry merry atmosphere..spreading it all around to the people around me. let me see, i know what i should be receiving or rather said, i already received some. 1. triumph black bra 2. renoma wallet 3. guess perfume 4. swarovski earrings (don't really considered as x'mas gift?) 5. levi's jean 6. ?? 7. ?? i don't know what else will i be receiving.. but i think it should be more than that right? except for triumph bra, the rest have yet to arrive but i already know where,what and how does it look like. seems like most them are gonna be branded ? hymph. i don't really mind if it's not branded, but it just feels good to receive gifts. but even if i don't receive, i just feel good enough if there're celebrations. i wonder how will my birthday be like. last year, i must say it's alil disappointing. even though it is considered the most memorable, but many of my friends don't celebrate with me anymore. cuz' of busy workload and different schools, i guess it can't be blamed. but i enjoyed mini-hang-outs after school like my secondary school. even though it's so predicted that they're gonna celebrate with me by going out and getting me a gift, it just feels so NICE. and i enjoyed reading sweet lil letters from them wishing me happy birthday. getta think of it, i can't even remember my friends' birthday, but not on purpose as i can't remember numbers very well, not at all you can say it.. so how can i expect so much outta them right? well, i guess so be it. but, i really got put in effort to remember theirs.. that's for sure. i will continue to try remembering it though. =) hmm.. should be meeting up rebecca on wednesday evening if no changes are made. well, i look forward to that cuz' i haven't see her for such a long time. i wonder if a gift will come along, it's x'mas you see! hymph. even if it's a sweet, i still appreciate it lah. cuz' it's just enjoyable to receive somethng on a merry merry day right? well, let's see how on that day.. =) also, baby is booking out earlier on friday. yeah, more shopping more food more moments with him! =) well, i really need to stock up one or two more clothes before x'mas! i just wanna wear something nice on that day.. for the very first time.. i wanna do this! something like.. acting cool on this friggin' cold night, imagine there's snow, turkeys, many people and you're like walking around in a x'mas hat with a scarf. that's so cool lah! well, i'll make that my aim. haha. see if there'll be nice photograph that can be taken during 2007 x'mas !!?? i really hope so. hmm..think that's all for today? it's quite a long entry. haha. merry x'mas in advance. greetings to all will come again! =D tata! |