revamp in process 50%.
i guess i will get a new ceiling light again,
cuz' it doesnt go well with my room, i realized.
yes, a bit dumb to fix it and take it out again.
but no choice, i want things to go well.
my furniture will arrive on saturday.
hope that everything goes well.
argh. if only there weren't outta stock items..
my room would not be halfway revamped!
it looks so uncomplete for the next one month at least.
till then, i'm all ready to live in my newly revamped room for year 2007 up till my next revamp.

school has been packed.
though done with some projects,
we're still left with some last minute compilation and stuffs.
tomorrow will be considered as the last day of school for year 2.
well, i hope the best for all of us.

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dear you-know-who,

up till date, there was no news of you.
if you think that a 'cool-off' is necessary,
let me tell you, it's redundant.
to me, i have never like a 'cool-off' cuz' it never worked for me.
i dislike empty promise.
if you can't do it, then don't ever promise.
i hate the feeling of you having to make a choice between two.
cuz' that shows your utmost priority which degraded my status and importance whether or not it's intentional.
don't come bullshit with me of the "situations"
cuz' i know a fair bit of your situation actually.
it's your responsibility to let me know the otherwise 'urgency' if there is any.
anyway, what's important is,
you've already set a value to this friendship when you did that.
if you think that everything will be fine just after a couple of weeks,
you're wrong.
cuz' i DETEST procrastination.
i've never liked it all these while.
whether or not you're busy with your life right now,
i deserve something from you.
if you don't give a damn, why should i?
i mean, i don't find myself at fault at all
cuz' i never gave any promise,
i never break any promise,
i never fail as a role of a friend.
and that's because i cherish you,
i don't make choices between you and people,
i don't degrade your status when i promise you,
i value you for who you are.
i've said what i should. the rest is up to you.
i won't give a damn if you don't, i promised.

11:02 PM •