what the hell.
is blogger fine yet?
i have problem updating since.... well i forgot.
anyway,
today's FRIDAY.
i'm a happy girl on friday.
5 days of slogging at work really cause me to love weekends like never never before.
even in school,
it's only a never, not never never.
oh well,
okay i know i'm lame.
forget it.

thoughts keep crashing down on me these few days.
right now,
after visiting a few URLs,
kinda have deep thoughs running through my mind.
i wonder
how are those people doing now?
still same like used-to-be?
or there's a big change already?
bad or good, i won't know.
or is it like wind swirling in the air,
just waiting for rain to come,
in the midst of turning into storms?
hymp. what a description.
basically, thoughts are just running simultaneously,
i don't know what, why or how.

up next,
further studies.
i have been planning to study overseas,
only these few weeks that i started to think of going new zealand's wangasui design school,
as i'll be finishing my studies in less than a year.
and my colleague kinda recommended me this school which is renowned in the course, yet affordable.
actually,
i don't plan to leave singapore any sooner for studies
cuz'
firstly, the expenses.
secondly, i don't think i'll be ready to be that independent yet.
thirdly, i thought i could have just chosen any singapore universities to get a 'whatever' degree as backup
since i don't really need a degree in media industry.
but, i think i changed my mind.
i don't want a 'whatever' degree since i can complete a degree in 1 year instead of 3 years overseas,
plus they have my related course.
so i thought,
why not.
BUT the contradiction comes in here now.
i wanted something not so specialized in my course somehow,
so that in future i can have a back-up to go to other sectors if i don't wanna stay in media industry anymore.
why i wanna have a back-up?
as from what i heard from others,
and also from what i know,
it's a draining industry.
life span won't be long unless you wanna die young.
kiddin'
i mean, at least for me,
i think i wanna live comfortably in my golden years.
not that media industry deprive you of that,
but it's just good to lead a normal life when you finally settle down,
well, normal like fixed hours 8-5 unlike 1-1, if you get what i mean. haha.
also, something normal like you can take MCs unlike now.
and and and, holidays. taking leaves like any other sectors.
so on and so forth,
because i have so many things on my mind,
i start to hesitate about the course which i plan to take again.
argh.
i don't know.
maybe i should just sit and back and relax,
leading a tai-tai's life?
well, that would be perfect if only so.




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josephine can never sit back and relax, cuz' she can never sit still.

11:58 AM •