again, i don't have any pretty updates.
if every entry of mine was to be a fairy-tale ending,
i'm a liar.
i believe nobody will have good things to blog about all the time.
if they do have, they're a liar as well.
life isn't perfect, ain't it so?

well, everything went well today.
but, for some reasons, i just didn't have great feelings..
i think i'm still haunt by the experience.
i think i still can't fully let go yet. not yet so soon.
i think i really need time to adapt all over again.
i simply need to view things from a whole new perspective to feel better.
but, how could i,
unless you break the perfectionist side of me.

something random.
i've something to grunt about.
i can never stand indirectly direct people like them
gosh.
so rude.
so what if you're seniors?
that don't give you a chance to be rude and impolite?
your-oh-so-precious son,
i'm not stealing him away from you.

i know i ought to be nice,
especially to them.
but i guess i just have to crude when something clashes with my principle.

let's treat it that tomorrow is a brand new day.
my grumpy mood is gonna vanished into the thin air by dawn.





saturday used to be my happiest day.
sadly, i don't feel so much now.

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