i am overwhelmed by some emotions which couldn't be described in words.
thoughts run through my mind.
very quickly.
so quickly that it left me in bizarre.
not even a tiny bit of confusion.
just overflowing emotions.
maybe i can puzzle out bits and pieces of my running thoughts.

i look at the people around me.
people who are closest to my heart have gone so far.
people who aren't close to me, i see why i'm so far from them anyways.
but, i see something in them.
both groups are pathing their future.
a future that they are certain; not for me.
one thing for sure,
if we are aquainted in one way or another,
it won't feel the same no more.
even the closest.
i see some; their shadows just beside me.
they have gone so far, but yet so close to me
as we've cycled through valleys hand in hand.
cuz' i have not accomplished anything great in life,
people who are way ahead of me,
i see it as we're aquainted by chance.
we have nothing in common anymore.
it's a learning stepping stones for me.
but thee shall be furthest from me; physically, emotionally & mentally.
cuz' i feel the way i do,
i remember only the good.
and so i will dispatch myself from thee.