ouch!! the amount of pain for scaling is undesirable!
bloody teeth and gums; sore kinda pain for the whole day.
yes i can eat, but unable to munch like usual.
i reckoned the amount of pain will be doubly or thrice as much if i were to undergo the surgery.
my dentist told me that they would break my tooth into pieces and extract them bit by bit.
cutting of gum seems unavoidable in this case.
alright, she didn't want to carry on describing the sequences to me,
but it's enough to freak me out.

hehe, i'm not "really" trying to escape, but i think maybe it'd better if i can do it after my poly ends?
school's gonna start in less than 3 weeks,
and i can't afford the time when school starts,
so if i were to rush through the surgery within these few weeks,
that would be next friday? TOO soon. right right right?
what do you think?
aiya, after poly is not that a bad idea la. right right right? =P


okay, i'm missing the rich and thick bird nest's soup which i drank 2 days ago.
it was deliciously yummy!! *drools*
every mouthful i took, i felt the nutrients gushing into my bloodstream, bringing me the ultimate radiance..
wahaha.
you can call me a psycho
cuz' i feel good not only in my mouth,
but also my body, mind and soul!!

to you:

you gotta be wise.
you gotta be sharp,
you gotta be wiser.
you gotta be strong,
you gotta be calm,
you gotta be rational.
you gotta be, you gotta be,
cuz' nobody can walk the walk with you except you yourself.

don't let feelings overwhelm rationality.
aim for a harvest! a big one that lasts eternity.
the question of the day: how sure are you?

remember,
words of concern ain't here to destroy you.
neither to stumble you.
words of oppress is to prepare you for what's to come.
times of silence is equivalent to times of worries.
so you gotta be tactful in your thoughts.
nobody is here to judge.
the life is yours.
what we can do is only..that much. as a friend.

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