i'm seeing unceasing flow of unpleasant events.
it feels like the longest time because it doesn't seem to stop.
God knows how long more to when these will stop.

Can Man stop hurting Man?

Love people fervently.
That's what He said.
That's how i wanna be.




I'm not perfect,
but God,
you know my heart.
People might not know me,
but you know me naked.
My ways might not be correct,
so teach me in Your ways.
Cos' You know me inside out,
Delight in me even when persecution comes before me.

I'm thankful for Your reminder and encouragement that she used to be a persecutor who
didn't see what I see,
didn't understand what I understand,
didn't speak what I speak,
didn't believe what I believe.
but things are different now.
She sees what I see.
She understands what I do.
She speaks what I speak.
She believes what I believe.

Through her, I see that the light will come.
I tried; and I tried hard enough.
Let Your ways be done.









stop feeling from a distance.
you know nothing.
for what you see from a distance is one-sided.
you need the truth.
stop making people's life ugly by your unjustified thoughts.

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