Of late, my throat is itching a lot till the extent that I kept scratching it with my tongue. My phlegm has this brown pigment which I suspect is blood. It got really bad that I would feel blood every morning when I brushed my teeth. My headache is gettin' from bad to worst. That explains why I'm blogging at this hour when I was supposed to be at work.

Touching on some affairs of the heart.
Annabel's voice never fails to inspire me. I've met so many who are so passionate about music. The closest example would be my boy. He has always been serving, from where he was to where he is today. For some reasons, I am always reminded that his music journey started off from zero. Nobody has ever taught him music, he picked it up himself, by the grace of God. Now that he has become somebody who is able to teach music, that's truly amazing.

Then the other voice inside of me says, "Maybe I was never cut out for this. Maybe this isn't my destiny." Well, I've come across so many just like him, passionate about music, doing good or very well in this area. The greatest irony is that I am still the same old me, standing unmoved at the same old point. I've not move forward, I've not become who I wanna be. I looked reserved whenever it comes to this topic, I looked like I've given up my passion, maybe that's because I have not let go of the past hurts/disappointments. Maybe. Maybe, I have no faith to believe anymore.

I still love You. Another maybe that they don't think so anymore.

3:34 PM •