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Josephine.
Since 1988.
A tub of Strawberry Cheesecake Ice-cream with my favourite Hollywood flicks pretty sums me up.







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Monday, July 14, 2008

For the first time, I wanna make a choice that is not only for myself anymore. For the first time, the line "you can't help it/we can't help it" bounces out like a spring, so strong and impactful, like I never know before. It's not like I feel helpless for the first time. Well, or perhaps I have never been helpless for real for all times. I have been too reliant on people. I have been too well-treated by all. As such, I predict and foresee that i may be falling into this deep valley, so deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep...that nobody will hear my scream even as I scream out my lungs. Yea, till then, I can say that I'm so helpless for real.

How can I ever let it go? I don't know. But I'll try. Even if I'll regret someday, I know I have to grit my teeth, treating it as though I'm enduring another of humanities trivial oddities. Maybe I'm just like what she said. "You need to take a longer path to know what's good for you and what you really really want".

How true that time doesn't wait for me. I have to learn to move on.